I lost it Again !!!!

Hai ... Lost my temper playing bball yesterday.. Almost wanted to whack this cocky &@#@# who is playing super rough. Cant imagine i actually lost my temper. Thought it is something of the past ?? All that about being a different person. Maybe i didnt .. hai .. what a great disappointment.. Lucky Tim and Gabs were there to help me control.. hai.. kor kor Ben? Being such a failure can i still be one? Maybe ? Maybe not..

Quote from movie Anger Management
"Temper is something you cant get rid of by losing it"

Furthermore my PC is down.. risk losing ALL the pictures that i haven taken.. What a wonder coincidence.. losing all the pictures all the memories .. NOT good mood sia...