Paralyzed

Yup drained, tired, sian, cant be bothered, joyless, unmotivated.
Ben is now nothing but a walking zombie without a soul..
drained from doing endless projects which has finally just ended..
Now have fallen to the temptations of a machine.. xbox..
Continous hours of playing... looked lifeless .. body no energy.. half closed eyes..
So ones again .. man's will power has lost to a miserable black box..
Doing totally nothing at all .. not even studying for my exams which is coming..
not even quiet time..
so tired ..

But it will not end this way ...