Home..

Been wanting to share this for a while.. but dunno how to phrase it.. but hell with it.. so here goes:

Yeap.. since being away for awhile, like in china and hong kong for about 2 months..den no break and immediately into the army and away for another 3 weekends, i kinda lost the direction of home. I start to wonder where is my home?? Is home the place where i stay? cos i stay in camp like for 6 nights a week so definitely there would be my home rite ? but it is not.. my real house feels like a hotel cos i am only home for 1 night.. church used to be my home.. but i now spend so little time there.. So WHERE CAN I CALL HOME?? It's kinda disturbing cos for a soldier to not know where is home is, he cant protect it..

hai.. i also dunno why i am thinking like that .. but quite weird.. 6 days a week.. i am told to train hard fight hard .. be strong .. but for what or who?? feels so strange.. Well the place where i used to call home, every weekend i see ppl taking it for granted, coming only at times when they please.. and seeking only for themselves.. and converting the entire meaning of home.. which is why sometimes making it foreign ..

hai.. home ?? where is it ??