Beach Outing With the Guys

Today had an excellent time with the guys at the beach. Well suppose to be cell outing, but both guys cells decided to combine together and spend the time at the beach. Actually i was feeling quite sucky.. kinda in a lazy mood and wanted busk in the sun. But there was no sun .. cloudy and cooling weather all day.. thanked God it didnt rain. Well .. like i was saying didnt feel like playing soccer or frisbee.. because i will be exerting too much energy and draining that little bit of energy i have.. but looking at the numbers, they seem to have not enough people to form proper 2 teams, not that i am that important, but i didnt wanna be a spoil sport and be extra lying around, and ppl may think that i have some problems or something ... haha .. but well i psyched myself up to play both soccer and frisbee.. It was a good time of bonding with the guys... although didnt talk much but i felt closer with the guys now.. i missed dinner though .. cos was too tired and had to lead worship the next morning ... so went home to rest..
 
well thoughts and feelings:
Hahaha .. one of the funny thing is that it's one of the times that i didnt really thought much about winning and had an enjoyable time to just play the sports ... I was quite seriously nudged but darryl .. and kicked a few times by alan.. well while thinking on the bus ride home .. in the pass such situation will lead into fights .. by today i felt nothing and was able to smile about it .. 2 conclusions 1) i have grown up through God.. or 2) they are just small kids and ppl i love and have concern for and i should be able to show them love and grace .. haha eh seems like point 2 backs up point one ..
well i feel that i was truely encouraged by the younger ones who have shown alot of skill in their sports abilities and most importantly their sportsmenship ... This goes to people like wilfren leon and darryl ... Hope that God can give me more privilege to see more growth .. especially closeness to God..
Yeah excellent time .. Thank You God ...