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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Hmmm.. where to start ??

Ok the pass few days has not been the greatest.. I think i will start from the dinner.

Well since sat was my last paper, i was actually quite tired after it. Then brought my family to the easter dinner. It was quite exciting at the beginning, as I thought i could get more church peeps to meet my parents kinda thing, but there was very little interaction. Many people just came said their "Hi"s and then left. The message was ok, hope God did sowed something into my family.. so I will leave it as that. The day ended with issues i had with someone... Hmmm had many mixed feeling about it.. hai..

Well sunday didnt started right as well... Woke up late for service like for the 3rd time in my life.. because of the tiredness carried over from saturday... Erm... attended some sunday school thingy ... first time in like such a long time... quite interesting.. but feels weird .. After church played a little bit of bball as well as table tennis.. Have not played bball in a while, body was quite inflexible.. Gloria's shooting was very good tat day .. but beat her in table tennis... hahah.. After sports went with hozea twins joel tim and dom for some pool.. not bad get to hang out with ppl my age, something i have not done in a while.. Issues with person continued.. Evening went to cousin's house, because she just gave birth to a baby boy. AMAZING man .. now she has 4 sons.. one more and she can have a basketball team.. or actually she already has a street basketball 3-on-3 team and 1 reserve. Oh yes conlusion from visit: I can handle almost any kid.. but i cant carry a baby.. gotta learn to do that... Erm.. oh yes sorta resolved issues with person.. Slept early due to intense tiredness...

Hai.. monday went to school almost full day.. due to the project show on thurs.. my group didnt turn up in the morning.. so got some scolding from a few teachers.. hai.. the day wasnt that good.. Suppose to meet her.. but decided not too because was not in a good mood.. Due to the project show, still not well rested ..

Today .. was in school another full day .. eh went driving.. but was called back to school because i was given some flash project.. So wont be sleeping tonite once again.. amazing sia.. when will all these end ??!!! So gotta wait till thurs after the project show.. I heard results will be out next week .. wonder will i graduate.. hai... gotta go back to my flash project.. hope i will survive...

music coming in .. bass line.. drums .. 1 and 2 and 3 .
At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you
By my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you've done me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along

And so you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you
Here without that look upon your face

I should have changed my f*ckin' lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had had know for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

Well now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumple?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As Long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry,
But now I hold my head up high

And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone whose lovin' me

Well now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumple?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

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