Airborne..

Yeap this week is the beginning of airborne.. I dunno sia.. i kinda like going crazy .. Like i am the only person who is super into army sia.. Feeling really off these days.. Below is the leaders creed that we gotta memorise for the leader's course.. and i have already memorised it .. wah how crazy is tat.. hai..

Leaders Creed

Leading by example. I will accomplish all my assigned tasks to the best of my abilities. I am a leader, by choice and by vocation. I will lead by example

Endurance will be the hallmark of my leadership. I will place my mission as paramount importance, and will not rest till i have completed my mission.

Aggressively will i tackle all problems. I will not let my commanders and men down, for they rely on me to discharge my duties.

Duty is my maxim. I will always be true to my responsibilities. I will not shun the hardest work, nor will i avoid the dullest task. I will display the selfsame energy to all tasks at hand.

Effectively will i lead my men in battle and peace. I am responsible for their welfare, and i will demand for standards both in training and in combat.

Resolutely will i honour the trust bestowed upon me. I will apply my dare and skill. I will use my initiative. I will not fail. I AM A LEADER. FOLLOW ME!

Missing Church

Was playing bball yesterday in church.. fwah really miss the place.. even when i dream about me playing bball, the court will always be in church..

now going back to camp.. Airborne course starts next week..

Strange Feeling..

Last night i was invited to the BASC parents appreciation night thingy.. some how the even brought back lots of fond memories.. It brought back the times when i used to spend like almost all my time in church.. Some of the kids could still remember who i am ... And it felt rather heart warming when you hear them calling out your name.. watching the children perfoming christian songs and looking at their energy in their movements was amazing..

But somehow all these feels very different from the past.. i used to be able to spend countless days with these kids.. having fun .. studying with them.. listen to their joys and their complaints .. but now i cant.. and i also do not know if i could ever do it again .. really miss those days.. many things have changed. so have i...

POP lo

Yeap today marks the end of BMT.. finished commando bmt.. i heard from the instructors that bmt is the most fun time of army life.. but i am kinda looking forward to the next phase .. now 6 months away from the red beret.. i will be going to leaders course.. dunno what to expect.. but just know that there is alot of pressure and stress.. some say that it is actually advance bmt.. well i dunno .. all this army stuff getting me really confused ..