To Someone

This is a little something that i wrote when i was bored during lecture :

Sitting in this lecture theatre
Outside's raining what a sad weather

Thinking of your gentle touch
It's been 5 days miss you so much

I'm in the army
While you're in school
Each passing day made me
Miss You Miss You Miss You

As this poem gonna end
These few words can't say it all
Hope you understand

Still sitting on this lecture stool
Jus wanna say
I miss you
miss you
MISS YOU

Home..

Been wanting to share this for a while.. but dunno how to phrase it.. but hell with it.. so here goes:

Yeap.. since being away for awhile, like in china and hong kong for about 2 months..den no break and immediately into the army and away for another 3 weekends, i kinda lost the direction of home. I start to wonder where is my home?? Is home the place where i stay? cos i stay in camp like for 6 nights a week so definitely there would be my home rite ? but it is not.. my real house feels like a hotel cos i am only home for 1 night.. church used to be my home.. but i now spend so little time there.. So WHERE CAN I CALL HOME?? It's kinda disturbing cos for a soldier to not know where is home is, he cant protect it..

hai.. i also dunno why i am thinking like that .. but quite weird.. 6 days a week.. i am told to train hard fight hard .. be strong .. but for what or who?? feels so strange.. Well the place where i used to call home, every weekend i see ppl taking it for granted, coming only at times when they please.. and seeking only for themselves.. and converting the entire meaning of home.. which is why sometimes making it foreign ..

hai.. home ?? where is it ??

She's No You..

"She's No You"

They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it going on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see that your the only one I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do?

Any girl walk by, don't matter
'Cause your looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me...

[Chorus:]
She's no you... oh, no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you
I'm satisfied with the one I've got
'cause your all the girl
That I've ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you... she's no you

They got a lot of girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do,
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you

Any girl walk by, don't matter
Every time your looking better
I think your perfect
There ain't nothing I would change
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever take my heart away

[Repeat chorus]

No one's ever gonna get to me
Oh, the way you do
Now baby can't you see
That you're the one... the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way?

Nothings ever coming even close
No one's ever been comparable to you

I don't want nothing I don't got
I don't need nothing but you
I can't get more than you're given me
Don't stop anything you do.
Your all that... all that, and then some
You know what... just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Could mean a thing to me.

bloggin again..

been wanting to blog .. but weekends seems too precious to just sit in front of the computer and just slack my time away.. and it gets too tiring too.. now that i have been exercising.. not moving much will kind of lead to me feeling very lethargic..

I am starting to get used to army life.. and i really kinda like it now.. even though it gets quite tiring.. but you constantly feel challenged, and at the end of it all you feel accomplished. Cos you will never thought you could have pushed yourself mentally through it..

but something about army is it requires your constant focus all the time.. so you got really tired and have very little energy to think right or even think.. God has too become very vague to me now too.. haha.. being where i am now sometimes make me feel so weird.. cos it does not coincide with what i used to do.. like hangin out at church and stuff.. and now these things too have become very foreign to me.. so its kinda the feelin lost thingy .. its a very different kinda lost.. dunno how to explain.. i guess i have been away for just too long..

On top of all these ..there's this someone who could still constantly pop up in my mind.. well there are lots of decisions that we have to make .. and some that i am really struggling with .. things you have been asking.. sometimes you look so unhappy and do not want to share.. hmm..

well i guess that's all for my life.. everyone thinks being in commandos like very big a deal .. but its actually not.. furthermore i am just a recruit not a full commando yet.. hmm... yeap..that's all ... missed ya lots ..

Old school .. again..

They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your prince charming
Would come rescue you
You like romantic movies
And you never will forget
The way it felt when Romeo kissed Juliet

And all this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more

(Chorus)
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that

I'd love you like that
I could love you like that

I never make a promise
I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever,
Forever's what I mean
Well, I'm no Casanova but
I swear this much is true
I'll be holding nothing back
When it comes to you

You dream of love that's everlasting
Well, baby open up your eyes

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that

If you want tenderness, I've got tenderness
And I see thru to the heart of you
If you want a man, who will understand
You don't have to look very far

I can love you, I can love you, love you

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that

I am back

Hmm.. haven blog for like ages.. wah.. army life is rather interesting.. too long haven blog i some how kinda lost the touch of blogging.. well life is rather good for now .. being in CDO has lotsa pride and stuff.. so super shiok