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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Enai said

Hahah was just thinking about what she said, "eh!!! you! what on earth??? benben.. i'll come back and nag you to death if you don't start sleeping, eating and being good!!! i mean it! "

So if not not sleepin and eating and yet i am still not dead, enai will nag to to death.. haha .. so is it good or bad ??

hahaha enai just kidding ah .. hope you dun take it too serious.. come on you know i can take care myself.. this few days was just for the Final Year Project .. I am fine totally.. yup to the others who are concern too =) You take care too .. When i last talk to you on msn you also had very little sleep and all .. so do take care too ..

Friday, February 25, 2005

Hey !!

I have been taking care of myself lor.. like i said the fainting thing i also dunno why lor.. Now keep getting calls from parents checking if i am ok .. my dad still asking me to eat more, which i have been.. i eat like twice the amount of my class mate if you ask irfan who complains why i eat double his portion and also mostly meet .. he eat vegetable less meat still fatter den me.. well i also dunno ..

Project update.. 2 group mates who took their own sweet time .. delayed the entire project.. last min the entire thing couldnt work so i also dunno how.. I tot today last day can submit everything and get over with it.. now like wasted.. rushed whole nite so that it could be done on time or even earlier also cannot .. Cant believe how ppl can be so selfish .. damn sian .. few weeks left ..
cant wait till its all over ..

Wasted effort...

Forgot to blog this down .. While i stayed awake so that the entire proj could be done 1 day ahead of the deadline, 2 of my other group member were taking their own sweet time. so now that i have done my work they have not finish .. hai .. den i do not need to rush tat much .. crap sia..

Thursday, February 24, 2005

I fainted !! HAhaha

Just at the 36th hour I was with my family, went for a family dinner because it was cheena niu Ya last day.. I was so sleepy.. My parents came to pick me up from school, den went for dinner. When we reach the place, i got up and i actually SLAM the car door onto my left hand. For those of you who dont know my Dad owns a 7 seater Chrysler. Since it is such a huge car, the doors are quite heavy. Imagine the pain sia .. I gripped my left hand with my other hand, walked a few steps den .. I didnt know what happened next.. I only know i had this weird dream of ..... Den the next thing i was lying on the floor and saw the worried face of my mom waking me up.. I like totally didnt know what was happening.. didnt know why everyone around me look so worried, until my mom told me i fainted .. Hahaha its such a weird experience.. Like for that couple of minutes in my life i had totally no memory for what happen. I felt totally normal, not weaker or dizzy.. dunno why i fainted also.. After thinking these are the few conclusions

1) I haven been eating well.. ( this conclusion is made by my dad, because i am the thinnest in the family which made me not look like one of them. so my dad says i am suffering from malnutrition. Which is not true.. cos you ask the ppl around me i actually eat ALOT and often complain i am hungry.. )
2) Not enough sleep ( Hmm.. not true la.. at camps my body was workinf far more harder than this and I had like even lesser sleep lor .. so i totally strike out this conclusion)
3) Maybe there is some vein thingy .. you know in chinese medicine acupunture thingy. So i may have like hit some acupunture point when i whack my hand.. which shut my body down .. ( hey seen this happened before .. so why not ??)

Well i have always been doing such crazy nonsense .. and these things always happen to me .. now i am perfectly ok. So no worries .. just quite weird that these few minutes of my life had to told to me by another person. Yup so to those on my tagboard thanks for your concern =) But hey at least i broke my record .. now it's 36 hours

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

35th Hour AWAKE!!

Yup my 35 hour awake.. doze off twice for like 20 min and 30 min.. now feeling kinda numb .. Project almost done .. Going for some dinner thingy with family soon because its the last day of china new ya .. den going back to my fren's hosue to continue.. The 34 hour record has been broken... now see how long i can last..

Hmmh.. kinda miss someone .. I know everyone will be asking me who.. so keep guessing cos i wont tell.. haha

Wah kinda crazy .. really going nuts .. If wonder i can last till 48th hour..

23 hour Awake ..

It all started 22 Feb morning 7 am (Tuesday)

now its 23 Feb 5 am (Wednesday)

Just compiled a huge portion of my project feeling quite satisfied as i take a short break, A long day ahead.. Eyes a little tired .. but determine to break my 34 hour awake record.. so another 11 hours to go. Which means 23 Feb 7pm i would have broken the record .. haha .. Lets see how..

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

What the Hell!!

Orange owns orange?



Had a little free time.. so decided to check out the news and found this out..

Does Orange own the color orange? They’re not saying they’re the only business that can use the color orange, but the European wireless carrier has filed suit against UK competitor easyMobile for using the color orange in its advertisements. easyMobile only wants to use the same color of orange used by all the other companies in the easyGroup brand (like easyJet), but Orange isn’t buying it and says that both companies using the same shade is going to be too confusing for customers. We’d like to give the British public a little more credit than that.

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Hey.. they didnt realise actually its me who owns orange !! Hahaha ... Wats the big fuss!! Cant believe there are such ppl who wanna take over a colour .. nonsense!!

Monday, February 21, 2005

Update!!

Yup Sorry peeps have updated in a while... Well have been doing lotsa work, Final Year Project submission is THIS FRIDAY !! 25 February 5pm.. so wont be sleeping much i guess.. so will be quite stone if you see me.. Yeayness its all going to end... next step will be applying for uni as well as exams.

Final Exam Timetable is out
21 March Business Intelligence
26 March Enterprise Resource Management

Yup after 26 March no more school !! YEAY !!

Applied for job at life bookshop.. so hope i can get this job..

Oh yes just realise i got 50 invited for GMAIL.. it has 1 Gb storage space .. so if anyone who wants that much mail storage space let me know .. i got 50 invites dunno how to finish using it.. dunno can sell or not.

Hmm.. lastly feeling very tired and sian .. screwed up quite a few relationships.. made some ppl angry.. hai .. dunno what to do also .. well dun wanna talk about it ..
Me bro just bought an xbox .. at least now can play xbox at home.. yeap tat's all ..

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Old School

Love me for A Reason - Boyzone

Girl when you hold me
How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please


It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be

And I never know, girl
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me Insane...

Don’t love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love
Don’t love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting
Isn’t what you’re asking
I’ll have to pass, girl
I’m proud to take a stand

I can’t continue guessing
Because it’s only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time


Chorus

I’m just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a physical attraction
My initial reaction is
Honey give me a love
Not a fascimile of

Chorus to fade

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Interesting

Haven blogged in a while..
Haven slept much nite ..
Haven had such a weird dream in a while ..
Haven woke up so early to go church in a while ..
Haven felt this good in a while ..

This feels like an interesting good day.