All My Only Dreams

Every night I pray, I'll have you here someday
I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish, you'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams
And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request, stay with me girl, I confess
All my only dreams
Any waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I pray, I'll have you here one day
I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request, stay with me girl, I confess
All my only dreams

I'm Accidentally in Love

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

Ha ... So Ironic..

Somebody SHOOT me PLEASE !!

Distracted

Ben was very distracted today ..


Distracted by a certain thought
Distracted by a certain memory
Distracted by a certain You
Distracted by your certain laughter
Distracted by your certain tear
Distracted by your certain smile
Distracted by your certain touch
Distracted by your certain scent

Like you said .. these things take time..

that's what distracts me ...

I am sorry

Yup really sorry to put this person that's close to me in a fixed position today. I believe and totally understand what you felt. I am really sorry .. and really hope that i can make up to it. Well .. even though you thought of something to get out of it, but i know you are still frustrated about it.

Sorry once again ..

Church Withdrawal Sydrome....

The weirdest disease EVER!! After spending like almost everyday of my holidays in church, now i think i am suffering from CHURCH WITHDRAWAL SYDROME!! Some how have totally no mood to do anything in school ... Then there is so much to do in school .. that now when i go to church i become too tired to do much .. and ironically, i will still go play bball.. which makes me physically tired .. on top of me being mentally tired ..

It took me more than 2 hours to type this .. because i face the com so much that even though i have things to type, i cant because i have been lookin at the computer screen like the whole day .. dang!!

Have been having weird dreams.. will be bloggin them soon..

Where are you Christmas?

And the WINNER is ...

Isabel !!

Cherie !!

They actually called me to say the verse "Hey Ben Buakalaka Boo!"

So you guys will get your suprise tomorrow ... Congrats !!
In the coming months i dont think i will be able to hang out as much, so i will prob communicate through this blog...
So my loyal blog readers !!
Stay tune .. more prizes and suprises coming ahead ...

Thurs !!??

Pye will be leaving on thurs !! Wanted to go shopping on that day !! But i think i will go down to the airport to send my brother off..
I got news from tim that he will be there from 1-5
Anyone wanna join me just give me a ring or sms me.. Den maybe after sending him can go shopping ??

Oh yes ... If anyone on thurs comes up to me and say "Hey Ben Buakalakalaka Boo" You will get a surprise from me.. So this will be a incentive to all faithful Ben's Blog readers .. you can call me or come up to me and say it.. no sms ..

So see ya peeps on thurs ..

All things ends well

Well putting aside all those horrible stuff.. like what hozea said those are not worth putting to much energy and mind power to sulk and stress about.. so i still made my way down to church ...

Went cycling with Gabriel .. it was fun .. had a nice time talkin to him .. and i also had my ass jabbed .. after that played table tennis with wilfred.. lost to him like 4 or 5 games sia.. he is like super pro .. make me stretch here and there to catch his shots.. 1 game i even lost like 11-1 .. i admit i quite lousy at this game.. but it is kinda fun .. somehow ..

well tomorrow going swimming/cycling with gabriel and alan .. gotta train up abit .. going ns soon ..

note to self- cherie wrote me christmas letter.. must write back when free she says..
note to self to note to self- please remember to write note to self regarding writing cherie's christmas letter.. heheh ..

Things just gets better and better

Amazing huh .. after a boring morning lecture, i went to have lunch with my friends.. After lunch i went to do my project.. Was leaving the school when i discovered that my textbooks are MISSING man !! I just got them like last week !! Rushed back to the canteen to search for the txtbks, but they arent there .. That sucks man ...
Well to the person that took my txtbooks.. MERRY CHRISTMAS and thanks for making mine a merry one..

Crap

I am sitting in my com lab now .. It's 9 am, and i am sitting here alone lookin like a complete dumbass.. WHY? because today's lesson is cancelled !! and i forgota about it.. amazing rite? next lesson is at 10.. den finish school at 12 .. will do my proj chop chop ... so as to meet abel to play table tennis at 3..

Seems like a busy week a head .. totally dun feel that christmas is just days away...
got stomachache from eating too many blowpops... will be giving them away .. let me know who wants them ..

At Twenty Something

After years of expensive education
A car full of books and anticipation
I’m an expert on Shakespeare and that’s a hell of a lot
But the world don’t need scholars as much as I thought
Maybe I’ll go travelling for a year
Finding myself, or start a career
Could work the poor, though I’m hungry for fame
We all seem so different but we’re just the same
Maybe I’ll go to the gym, so I don’t get fat
Aren’t things more easy, with a tight six pack
Who knows the answers, who do you trust
I can’t even seperate love from lust
Maybe I’ll move back home and pay off my loans
Working nine to five, answering phones
But don’t make me live for Friday nights
Drinking eight pints and getting in fights
Maybe I’ll just fall in love
That could solve it all
Philosophers say that that’s enough
There surely must be more
Love ain’t the answer, nor is work
The truth elludes me so much it hurts
But I’m still having fun and I guess that’s the key
I’m a twentysomething and I’ll keep being me

Wild Night

Got home at 5.20am .. Slept for like 1 1/2 hours before waking up .. will be going to school soon.. school from 9-12 and then there is bowling at 4 and choir practice at 730pm .. dunno how i am going to stay awake for the school part... hehe

Last nite was fun.. Cheers ... Retro night ..



Hey anonymous .. i wonder what i did to taht you wanna bite me that many times .. but i sure hope you a girl.. cant imagine a guy biting me 110 times .. haha den again those who bite should be girls la.. haha .. guys dun bite .. just whack ..


Oh yes .. having some mix feelings in my head now .. haha .. NOOOOO.....is it my fault? hmmm...

She is so CHIO lor!!

"Yah !! I know!!!"
"what happened?"
"Why never bring her to church?"
"She is so Chio lor!"

This conversation brought back a lot of memories.. It also started a lot of fears.. some ppl have told me not to box God up.. but den again there are still too many obstacles.. and unless someone can give me reasonable logical way of putting things.. i dont think i will ever get out of this box.. haha .. i guess that's me.. i think not many ppl understand this.. hai.. complications of life ...

First Bite

OOOoooOOO my first bite ... how kinky .. i wish its a girl ... do you mind letting me know who you are? But it's ok if you dont want to.. I must have really offended you huh? Sorry about it.. i cant stop if i dunno who it is .. take care...

Anti-bullying wristband

http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio1/onelife/fun/freebies.shtml

Wanna get myself one of these.. thanks to alvin who helped me get one..

Question

I was talkin to a fren just now, when she asked me what it means to be in love with someone... hmmm .. well i didnt know how to answer her.. i also dunno why .. maybe because it's been a long time .. it really felt quite strange.. it kinda spurred more questions in my mind.

Well den again .. it's 115am so still very tired... will continue this discussion...


to be continued ...

First Week of School

Can't believe it, it's the first week of school, and i stayed in school till 6 everyday. It feels as if it's the 10 week of school. Well but i am quite thankful for my project mates, cause they really wanna get like super good grades, and i really dun wanna hinder them. That's why i am pushing myself really hard. Staring at the computer the whole day makes me physically and mentally drained, so i am quite tired alot of the times.

There are still a few deadlines to meet during the christmas period so gotta work harder. Just too physically tired liao.. really need a holiday man ... ok there are a few more things i wanna add .. just kinda tired to do it... so will stop here for now ..

In Christ Alone

http://ecards.emicmg.com/soldierStory/relaunch.html#

Totally love this song.. even though i heard it before, but looking at it through this site is really touching and meaning especially for those going to ns
Thanks to my friend Bala for introducing it to me..

First Day of School

Dunno what to say .. it was tiring.. got lotsa stuff to do .. but good thing is i will end my semester around end of march..

A String around my finger

Like a string around my finger
Like a note up on the wall
Or a tap upon my shoulder
From a friend I owe a call

And I know I should remember
All the things that I believe
But troubled times have a way
of clouding your memory

Remind me
Pursue me
Bring Your wonder back to my memory
You are faithful
I'm forgetful
Of the way that You are always graceful
So let Your love remind me

Like a string around my finger
Like a much needed sign
Or an unexpected letter
Coming at the perfect time

And I know I should remember
All the things that I believe
But troubled times have a way
of clouding your memory

Remind me
Pursue me
Bring Your wonder back to my memory
You are faithful
I'm forgetful
Of the way that You are always graceful
So let Your love remind me

Low Profile

Hai.. wanted to keep like a super low profile for KDC =( .. this is because i am still kinda tired and did not wanna get invovled in too many things. I was only suppose to coordinate for the worship and some singing of songs, but that was it. Tried super hard to not let too many ppl notice me presents, and was hiding at the sound area most of the time. But my cover was blown, when victoria announced my name loudly to everyone, and i was introduced to all the kids, and all the teachers know that i am there=(.

Well it is not so bad la... the kids were very fun. Abel and I were like running about everywhere, to see if there is any class that needs help. I had to do the closing of the day's programme, because vicky left liao. So had to sing 1 last closing song with the kids. It is nice to know that quite alot of the children know me.. haha

Basketball after kdc tomorrow.. yeah... someone is back... missed ya..