Christmas

So..i didnt get what i wanted for christmas.. hai..
OK!! Tomorrow will be the beginning of HELL.. life in hendon camp.. more tougher times awaiting.. REGRETS!? Too late.. How tough can it be .. i do not know..
Wah.. just realise i got audience as young as 11 yr old jeremie ah.. so weird ..
hai..
I used to be able to do so many things.. now everything so different..
used to be able to interact with ppl .. now it feels so weird..
used to be able to interact with kids .. now i think they more afraid of me..
used to be able to play pool .. now can pocket a straight ball
used to be able to play bball .. now cant dribble.. cant shoot.. worst cant lay-up

wah so tired .. 5 more hours before going back to camp.. really need a break .. really..

All i want for Christmas is ..

YOU

I am back

Am I really back?
What am i suppose to do since i am back?
What am i suppose to do if i am not back?
Back?
Back home?
Am i ok?
define ok?

Perhaps

You won’t admit you love me.
And so how am I ever to know?
You only tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

A million times I ask you,
And then I ask you over again.
You only answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

If you can’t make your mind up,
We’ll never get started.
And I don’t wanna wind up
Being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
Say yes.
But if you don’t, dear, confess.
And please don’t tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

If you can’t make your mind up,
We’ll never get started.
And I don’t wanna wind up
Being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
Say yes.
But if you don’t, dear, confess.
And please don’t tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.